"If you dream something, does that mean you actually want it to happen ?"

Dreams can have a whole range of meanings. They can be based on people you've interacted with that day, or what you're thinking about before you fall asleep or just about anything. Sometimes they do have symbolic meanings for things you wish you could do. If you're thinking about something a lot that you don't even realize you're thinking about, this could be transferred into your dreams.

So I'm not sure of your situation and whether or not it is really something you want to do, but chances are, since you are asking me, you're most likely convinced it is something you want to do. But on the other side, don't worry, it could be completely random and meaningless to what you want to do.

What I sometimes do is go to google and search different topics of my dreams to see what they mean. Google isn't always right but it gives you cool ideas of what your dreams mean.

Don't worry too much about it ha.

Good Luck!